Ethereal Lullaby

Ethereal Lullaby

Unknowingly i decent
towards the ephemeral light
covered in dust and mud
no place to hide
with Ineffable pain i suffer
as i was through the buried obstacles
Radiant bright light i saw
Resonant of my silence so sapphire and pure
there will be peace, there will be peace
i cried out loud
the grotesque image of my shadow
followed me like a parasite
sang tranquility of my symphony
as i rolled my eyes
all those dreams that betrayed me
so innocence they act
while they put me in this bar-less prison
…(sing me another lullaby)
you are yet to be forgiven…

Lost and Found

Lost and found.

Far away in a distant
I am like a voice,Fading …
Echoes of my memories finally, escaping…

                                                                                                              I asked you to hide me …..lost and found

There is no one here to guide me …
I am disappearing from your eyes now …
But you know where to find me ..

I am all alone in this Cold world
So fragile and broken
It’s too late to hold me but won’t you conceal

Drifting away, far away in search of treasures …
There is no direction … There is no sign.
Only shadow of darkness behind my eyes …

Far away in a distant
There is bittersweet of love
Pieces of me on the ground, surrounded by mystic fog.
Won’t you come here to guide me …
Keep me in your eyes and hide me..

Was Drifting away, far away in search of treasures …
There was no direction … There was no sign.
I think i found my home now … Among the Stars i shine.


Rainbow Tears

rainbow tears

Far away, beyond sapiens imagination pills

There is a place, where time is still.

So constant, isolated and peaceful

The enigma of mind couldn’t fathom.
Where is this place? Elizabeth asked.
Hold that thought my dear, we have to leave, I sense fear
It like living in a room full of aromatic delights
Dark is the place, so charismatic, and wide
Variety of possibilities are yet to arrive
Gone are the gods, train to survive
Broken are the vows, the promises, heart is thrived …
You sell Japanese dolls, why you chase aging idols ??
Where as, I pour these essence of pain into the words, each rhyme after rhyme … Mercy there is none, calm multiple minds of mine ….
I write POETRY potentially matching the frequencies when thoughts collides.
 Blur it might seem, water that rolls through my Eyes to the face and drops into the torn pages …
Patience , so realistic adoption…
I been paralyzed since ages ..
This insanity is a gift.. Words melts and creates symphonies now… Enchantment, bells, the birds the sound that I hear ….
Hold on to that thought my dear….
There is so much more inside these rainbow tears.

Bad Habit

This bad little habit of mine
Possessed me since I was nine
For months I suffered from the thirst
Then finally I committed a crime
No it was not the murder or homicide of some kind
Just a bad habit of lying by telling the truth … No I didn’t have much time

Oh this tricky habit of mine
Always kicks me out from my life
For decades I suffered from the pain
Then I finally forced my self to decide no I did not punished my self and cry
Just a bad habit of keeping secrets all the time

What’s wrong with the hidden truth?
I thought it was quite an art ….
My trophies of lies and secret …
A camouflage of my confusion and heart…
How pathetic are you?
Don’t you have any dirty little secrets?
Tell me where do you hide??

Well this awe , pitiful habit of mine
Deep down I know how they shine ..
All those encounter with real me
Makes me believe, that was a mistake of mine …
Oh dearest habit of mine ….
Won’t you let me go … I think its time.
Leave me with my mess its mine..
Before I commit so heneous crime
Because when I stop following you …. I’ll know i’ll sleep in time …

Dear moody habit of mine you fluctuates temperature of my mind

Never satisfying enoughness

Late night lying numb on my bed

And the feeling rushing through my veins 

The echoes of darkness ringing in my head 

Going through each and every dimensions of my life 

The broken vows and mistakes that I made 

Deliver me from this place 

My heart says 

Guilty as charged 

All the melodies of past pouring like the rain 

Memories at stake like a blade at the edge of a blade

Everything seems like a dream no sign of heart pumping and lungs breathing 

I simply ignore and avoid the life of mine 

Which accidentally can’t be fine 

What is happiness now I fell ,I think I am not even sure 

Nothing is sophisticated yet 

Even though enough was never satisfying before 

                                                                                                                                   ∏darkness within‡ 



Look up into the night sky 

Oh! What a beautiful sight 
Darkness covers his territory

And lights began to hide
Then portrait of the moon

come fading all the stars 
The wind start to move 

And armies began to march
He start to curse every angel who has fallen down

And crucifix every men who fits in his crown 
Beyond all the stories , theres truth that we seek

No the faith and hope, they just makes you weak
Then I heard a loud growling or it was my mind making sound 

And in that tearful silence i fainted unto the ground 
Keep thy kingdom , its a never ending nightmare 

And cast me out already for that Iam aware 
The glory of the virtue , is the poison that we breathe 

The weight of your own soul is a the victim of a myth 
dark nemesis, thoughts are bulky as the earth 

But I’ll come around in circle for that Iam made of dirt 
The pain keeps passing through the hole of my nerve 

Dark nemesis, keeps me going

And it hurts me when Iam loved …

Suicide in the silence


My eyes are colliding

Feets are shaking

Heart is exploding

I am going numb by the sound that they are making

I am just a voice inside my head

I dare to leave this place

It’s so disgusting in here

But I am getting used to this mess
I cover my self under Azure sky

I am no sinner but I am punished , I did no crime

Iam tormented ,wished someone would witness me

So they could see

My fears , through my tears

That I shed

I am nothing but a shadow inside this large empty room

I won’t be long for soon

As I see the bleeding moon

After the afternoon

I feel nothing but my exit wound
I hide when the truths starts to lie,It makes me paralysed

Still I don’t want to die

But being friendly I drowned with this violence

And finally committed suicide in this silence …



all started with the rain 

Flat , sceptical bouncing ,dancing all over the world 

I could hear the sound of it 

Like it was raining all over the face of the earth 

I sat quietly , shut my self up closing every doors of my mind , even dreams 

And I heard rain whispering into my ear … It had me hypnotize with it’s demonic melody of truth , lies , sorrows , faith 

It simply created a symphony of silent fear 

Drowning me into the depth of it 

Even asked me to let it touch my skin ..for that it would wipe my pain , melt my darkness to the ground 

And through that it would grow a flower 

A rose for an example 

Beautiful pearls of beauty 

With sharp thrones 

I heard him , like a curious child with curiosity wandering across the distance in my mind trying to figure out the life through the confidence of concentration 

Oh ! I heard him 

Like he was telling the truth 

Which was a seed of lie 

That Apple which didn’t fall to far from the tree 

It was all same , all alike 

Mysterious , overwhelming , disastrous feeling of existence 

Travelling with reality an appearance of tormented soul with a vessel .. Which is even more weaker than itself ..
It started to get more furious like heaven had come to an end 

All hell break loose … People running to feel safe 

Like they had nothing to loose 

Though they never gained much still they worry about the tormented soul inside of them 

They say when you see the face of death your worst fear becomes your best opportunity to survive 

 It asked me again while I was quietly waiting for the end of the world like everybody does 

I didn’t refuse , I simply didn’t care

I watched them like the movies something snapped me into my consciousness 

The pages of dimensions in the sky 

It was my opportunity like I said 

My curiosity 

My visionary sarcasm of reality 

It tried  to convince myself to let me be part of it .

My head hurt like hell it was aching like never before 

It gave me an option to fall back or be the part of it 

I doubted my existence 

Remained inside my vicious thoughts 

I lost control over time between reality and dream 

And it all started with the rain 

Patterning , making a sympathetic poetry of my life 

It all started to get merge within me 

Like I was the only consumer 

Even though my sins wore not pardon yet  

Who am I to refuse , to be blind for the world that never did exist 

Everything started to make sense now 

Even darkness is colored with the deep wave 

It enlightened me to my dignity 

Defined the real portions of life 

The patterns of everything in me 

I summarized it 

The wave hit me 

Rain touched the skin I lived in 

Faded me away like a dust 

I slowly disappeared ….

Faded away ….. Just faded away 




Her face in my mind 

A recurring dream of some kind 

Yet I ended up kissing her cold mirror

That holds the beauty inside 

The ugliest parts of her turns out to form a horrific image 

How I drowned in her fragments of fantasy 

The only thing I regret 

Her fountain of lolicon mountain 

to the edge I walked 

The turning graves under the ground 

As I walk into that filth of haze 

Nearly visible of everything they own 

She crawled like a child towards me 

Took me somewhere so none can follow 

Then in the blaze of fire I stand 

And prayed within that maze of hollow 

The mistake I did was to look in her eyes again 

As she was the queen of snow her body just covered in her skin that she lives in 

Awful scenario of her naked truth of lies 

When she began to seduce me by playing her erected nipples and body parts

The only thing I was into was her constant lart 

When she summoned her dying prophet 

His prophetic words started to run through me 

And throughout the exorcism of my baleful dilemma 

I was rescued by her distracting plagues 
She began to crawl in my neck 

With the little scratches I bleed

She kissed my melting skin

And pressed my knolb of bones 

As she began to skin me alive 

And fuck me with her faith of 


My whole body was begging with mourns 

And shall I let you go she said Under the bleeding moon 

She tattooed her love with flames in my chest 

And I found myself laying naked in my deathbed 

I never happend to notice the time that I spend in her dreams of mine 

The sorrow that I felt was gone 

She still purifies me in the wasteful night in my messy mind 


Getting rid of you 

the process of getting rid of you ..
I was done hiding you in my poetry 

But my dreams accidentally exposed your cruelty 

I was abandoned by my thoughts

Though I was curious towards your sanity 

Well there’s something left inside of me , may be a little humanity 

iam just a silent observer

and Iam done being victim of insanity 


Well you have no idea how sophisticated is my tragedy

If you could see behind these eyes , you would call me your majesty

I wonder in my dreams,How to get rid of your face ,Well I must say I hadn’t forgotten you completely 

It must be a mistake , it would be , if I just don’t feel

Well I am just flesh and bones and this wound takes time to heal 
Regardless of my effort 

I couldn’t do it alone, would you help me to cure from this disease 

There’s no light left and iam getting used to this dark 

Let me ask you , that killing You would satisfy me, 

Is it too much to ask?