It all started with the rain
Flat , sceptical bouncing ,dancing all over the world
I could hear the sound of it
Like it was raining all over the face of the earth
I sat quietly , shut my self up closing every doors of my mind , even dreams
And I heard rain whispering into my ear … It had me hypnotize with it’s demonic melody of truth , lies , sorrows , faith
It simply created a symphony of silent fear
Drowning me into the depth of it
Even asked me to let it touch my skin ..for that it would wipe my pain , melt my darkness to the ground
And through that it would grow a flower
A rose for an example
Beautiful pearls of beauty
With sharp thrones
I heard him , like a curious child with curiosity wandering across the distance in my mind trying to figure out the life through the confidence of concentration
Oh ! I heard him
Like he was telling the truth
Which was a seed of lie
That Apple which didn’t fall to far from the tree
It was all same , all alike
Mysterious , overwhelming , disastrous feeling of existence
Travelling with reality an appearance of tormented soul with a vessel .. Which is even more weaker than itself ..
It started to get more furious like heaven had come to an end
All hell break loose … People running to feel safe
Like they had nothing to loose
Though they never gained much still they worry about the tormented soul inside of them
They say when you see the face of death your worst fear becomes your best opportunity to survive
It asked me again while I was quietly waiting for the end of the world like everybody does
I didn’t refuse , I simply didn’t care
I watched them like the movies something snapped me into my consciousness
The pages of dimensions in the sky
It was my opportunity like I said
My curiosity
My visionary sarcasm of reality
It tried to convince myself to let me be part of it .
My head hurt like hell it was aching like never before
It gave me an option to fall back or be the part of it
I doubted my existence
Remained inside my vicious thoughts
I lost control over time between reality and dream
And it all started with the rain
Patterning , making a sympathetic poetry of my life
It all started to get merge within me
Like I was the only consumer
Even though my sins wore not pardon yet
Who am I to refuse , to be blind for the world that never did exist
Everything started to make sense now
Even darkness is colored with the deep wave
It enlightened me to my dignity
Defined the real portions of life
The patterns of everything in me
I summarized it
The wave hit me
Rain touched the skin I lived in
Faded me away like a dust
I slowly disappeared ….
Faded away ….. Just faded away
