THE WARRIOR’s revenge 

​”5 years of pain 

15 years of suffering 

20 year old privilege 

And you think you know something about hatred ?? ”
I can‘t let you live your life in awaiting forgiveness 

Cause my vengeance is so loud 

Even if you try to confess the sins that shines through your skin 

I will still watch you fall to the ground 

I will hear the words that comes out of your throat 

And I will pretend that I feel you somehow 

And laugh with the agony inside of my heart 

slow and barbaric death of yours would satisfy me 

Forgive you ?? Nah it would only purify me

Even if you are forgiven by lord 

Your death would remind him of the mistake that he did before 

And never let his pride pushed through his faith again 
The things you did to me left the scar on my soul 

The cursed disease that you spread inside me 

Became my cure 

And iam now dancing in darkness 

Raising a tost to your defeat 

Won’t you forgive me 

Consider it done ,  I want to hear it from you 

See through my eyes the life of BETRAYAL

Don’t  you pity me ? 
Now I had raised the sails…

Straight to horizon to the garden of dream

And I can still hear you scream 

Save your strength , the struggle is worthless 

When the vengeance is too loud 

The heartbeats fades away slowly 

So let go of your pride 

Turn the page it’s the end of the story ……

The hell awaits 



Feets shaking 

Eyes are weary 

Ache in my heart 

Visions are blurry

Clock slowly tik ‘n tock

Thoughts are heavy 

All those memories 

I long to miss it again

I hope your satisfied with your dreams 

Mine betrayed me 

Iam lost 

Who would want to be found? Since you became unknown to me 

Iam just a face in the crowd 
Hands are weak 

Lungs are collapsing 

The way you used to run your fingers through my hair 

That time keep passing 

Now Iam the only , so lonely 

They call me 

See Iam crying , but tears they don’t fall 

I look pale , so beautifully insane 

You left without a kiss 

Like a rose in the rain 

And I was gravitated by the gravity 

Like a diamond and the star 

Sky called me “oh darling what a tragedy you are ” ..

As I think about your eyes 

And how your skin made me cry 

I would give every thing

To feel your thin blue jeans


Holding you close , sinking you in my arms 

Your sweaty smell , that hypnotic charm 

I would give a try to find you in someone else 

Just to clear my filthy head and wasteful love mess 
How You spoiled me with your touch 

Laying awake in the couch 

Your Kiss beneath my neck

A love song of ancient lake

An unholy promise to break a heart 

Which can be seen through  my chest 


Getting rid of you 

the process of getting rid of you ..
I was done hiding you in my poetry 

But my dreams accidentally exposed your cruelty 

I was abandoned by my thoughts

Though I was curious towards your sanity 

Well there’s something left inside of me , may be a little humanity 

iam just a silent observer

and Iam done being victim of insanity 


Well you have no idea how sophisticated is my tragedy

If you could see behind these eyes , you would call me your majesty

I wonder in my dreams,How to get rid of your face ,Well I must say I hadn’t forgotten you completely 

It must be a mistake , it would be , if I just don’t feel

Well I am just flesh and bones and this wound takes time to heal 
Regardless of my effort 

I couldn’t do it alone, would you help me to cure from this disease 

There’s no light left and iam getting used to this dark 

Let me ask you , that killing You would satisfy me, 

Is it too much to ask?