Graveyard of lonely sins

Irrational operations of my heart 

Ongoing investigation in my mind 

I am already lost in this filthy world 

Gathering time to find my kind 

Foreign pain came to haunt me down

In the midst of the graveyard I was found 

I laid my body so, I could dream of you 

My patience falling apart, I don’t hear your sound 

I tired so hard to escape this twisted feel 

But darkness sure have some amazing skills 

I broke down but,  still I avoid 

I am just not welcome in this empty void 

Yet, I look for your sparkling eyes, 

So, I could hide 

But you left me with no choice 

How I ignored the wisdom advice 

Now, I wish for a bright blue sky

But I was eternally burned how I’m I supposed to fly …
These painted sins over the walls 

Now they are calling me to witness my fall 

Who is that exists with me ? 

I am caving in , these walls are growing tall 

Like a Angel who don’t wear their wings 

And the whispers that makes me swing 

But now I am praying for one more chance 

Just to catch you with another glance how well I learned to starve my sins

Visions blurry yet, my imagination is clean …

I am so deeply lost within… 

How beautiful the dark can be ??

Waited enough to see through it …

But there is nothing wrong with me 

You touched me, I am cursed … 

Not a soul to witness me ..

MEMORIES


I feel you like a rose feel the rain 

Pouring my face and washes my pain away 

Your touch of lips on my lips 

Holding you close that’s not enough 

I want more from you 
In the silence of the night 

In the darkness of your fear 

You won’t find yourself alone 

In this emptiness 

You can see your life through my eyes 

All those truth that burns within my lies 

Save my soul,I am throwing my shadow on the floor 

Iam loosing you in sight

You are shining so bright

And Iam scared of light 

 

It’s your memories

Only memories  

that’s burning all around 

Your echoes and Your sound 

I’ll hide you in my POETRY 

That’s all I can do …

That’s all I have … 

The only gift from you …

Memories …..